I'M BACK

wow..i just realised i've been disappeared from my dear blog for almost a year..ahh.that is actually kind of good thing as it shows that i HAVE LIFE..anyway i'm sleepy now dear bloggy..i'll revisit you tomorrow.. :P

Today's Mood--Depressing...

At the root of insanity
Is having too much time on your hands
--Too much time to think--
Too much time to remember past hurts
And to wish things could be different.

Too much time spent alone,
Staring at these four walls
With too much time to think,
To remember past hurts
And to wish things were different.

Got to rid myself of this insanity.
I'll busy myself with a flurry of activities
And seek the companionship of others.
They´ll tell me time heals all wounds,

But for now I'll still cry
--When I have too much time to think
And remember past hurts,
Wishing things are different.

Goodbye Takes Forever..

urghhh...it's been so long since the last time i started blogging...it's a bad sign when i started blogging...it basically shows that i'm freaking bored and trying to kill time...well..it's my semester break again...this time it's 4 weeks..i never thought of blogging as i'm kinda lazy to type...but some incident that happened last night inspired me to start typing again....it started when a friend of mine; li shan who was so depressed over the news of her best buddy,soo who is going to leave to other state for her studies..i chatted with her,trying to console her,but well..of course it doesnt work..although she haha here and there..but deep down i know she is very sad..well who doesnt be sad when our soulmate is leaving us right?..and that feelings seriously SUCKS..it always take a minute to say hello and forever to say goodbye.. i always had this in my mind..why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? i guess that wouldn't work. someone would leave. someone always leaves and then we have to say good bye. i hate good byes.. anyway..back to the topic...how li shan inspired me to start blogging??it is when she shows me her ''sohai family'' and soo's blogs..i read their blog..and well..indeed it is very touching to see their words..they're like a real family who are very close to each other..and of course.parting always sucks when everyone are so close together..so li shan..be cheerful k...soo is leaving for good:).. be happy for her..i'm sure she will keep in touch with you...and soo if you're reading this..i would like to wish you all the best in your future undertakings again..:)..it's 2.16am now..seriously..i'm so freaking bored..i'd done watching a lot of english series; prison break,lost,heroes,one tree hill,gossip girls,fringe...and i dont know what to do in the upcoming 3weeks...i called to find part time job just now..but i'm not sure there're still any available vacancy for me or not..i bet not...since there're really a lot of people applying for the job..sigh...talking about last week,i was basically went out with my best buddy,kian tat for almost everyday...we went to beach,dog shows,movies,night markets and etc...loll.. thanks to him.if not i'll be really dying of boredom..really aprreciated his kindness.he's the best buddy i ever have..although he has classes and not on semester break like i do,but he is always willing to spare his time to accompany me whenever i asked him to...i'm seriously lucky to have you as my best friend,kian tat:)..and talking about today...i get to hang out with two of my best friends in my life..charlene and kian tat...although it was short and kinda lame..but i do cherished every moment we had..it's always so nice whenever we're around our close friends.lol.but i pity you, kian tat as you have to endure the nonstop machine gun bullets from charlene...haha..served you right..who ask you to be so cheeky...lol.anyway BING..time's up..right..i think i'll stop here ..till then...bye my dear bloggy:)..

PRISON BREAK

wow..i've just finished watching season 4...damn..i have to admit that this is the best show i ever watched...with all the suspense on every episodes,it totally blew me away...it was so amazing that i couldnt take my eyes of it..i finish watching 4 seasons within a week..well i'm out of my mind...but with this great show..who doesnt?.. :) good jobs to the cast of the movie..they did hell of good job..bravo..i can give them full pages of compliments...but of course..i'm not that crazy and free to do that..but.........those guys who never start watching this show..please do so..i'm sure you'll thank me..and i'm welcome for that..:P..lol..
but sadly...great things often don last long..therefore...PB is officially ended with season 4...season 4 is it's season finale.there will not be any season 5..aww..announced by FOX few weeks back...a lot of PB fanz couldnt accept it..and they had even make a webpage asking FOX to bring back the show..well..i was one of them..cause that show is too good..it'll be a waste if they stop it..but..if they are able to provide the PB fans with a good and satisfying ending,perhaps i'll be happy..but if they just stop it that way,hell no man...this show deserves a better ending..:)..
season 1 is the best season..and surprises keep on coming from the writers...things that you would never thought it would happen,it eventually did..and you'll just sit back and say WOW..lol..i watched a lot of movies...nothing is as good as this...so you can see how good this show is.. :)
the main character of this show,namely MICHAEL SCOFiELD(WENTWORTH MILLER) is a 37 years old british actor...well..he's good looking..i bet there'll be a lot of women and even girls out there waiting for him to propose...:)..he doesnt looks like 37 anyway..he looks like 20 something..i can assure you that..and the leading female character,SARA TANCREDI(SARAH WAYNE WALLIES) is a 31 years old married woman with one kid..she and michael actually has chemistry in the show..if sarah wasnt a married woman,i bet she and WENT will be a real life couple..:).. anyway..they did a great job in the show..there're still a lot of actors in the show that made the show amazing...so i would like to compliment on them as well.. :)
so...enjoy...thats all for this post..going to start watching NUMB3RS :)...

Realistic Life..

I'm back again..what does this shows?..this means that i'm bored again..while others filling their time to update their blogs by sharing their thoughts,opinions and ideas with their friends and family,i'm just writing it to kill my time.lame huh?..yaya..
Anyway..i'll start this post by mentining a dream of mine..who doesnt have a dream?..mine is just a typical one like most of the people..it is very materialistic of me of wishing to be a rich guy..but in this realistic world,ones' cannot survive without loads of money in hands..wars happening around the world,love ones being killed,and who's the survivor?..the rich ones..agree?.i have a lot of favourable destination to be headed,but the only thing that kept me from going was nevertheless my financial concerns..i came from not-so-rich family background,so i have to be always wise in my expenses.i've always think twice before i purchase some goods..i love travelling a lots..love to explore different kind of places and cultures..but without money,i cannot take another step.my dreams lie broken me like a shards of glass..i have no more dreams left to hold on to..it sounds bleak and melodramatic,even hollow which makes all that even more pathetic..yet..that's where i'm at...where do you go when u have no more dreams left to follow?..well for me,i find hopes!..i might lost my dreams..but not my hopes..hopes always appear whenever i needed them.look deep into my mind,and i always find them..by then i'll find my dreams again..ya it's true..don't simply give up whenever you face any obstacles in your life...it is very important to always show the unbridled joys and enthusiasm in our attitudes of doing something ..besides,unconditional and redeeming loves from our family members are the most essential elements we needed to be successful!..without their loves,what are we?..we'll became 666(satan). :) .alright i think i'm started to nagging like an old grandma bout lifes thingy here..i shall adjourned to other topic now..
Well...i surfed net just now...and i suddenly thought about the american series gossip girls..so i googled more about them..and i was surprised by the news that SERENA(BLAKE LIVELY) and DANIEL HUMPHREY(PENN BADGLEY) are actually real life and on screen couple.they're sweet and hot couple..thats undeniable.but i just never thought they'd be together in real life..this shows eevrything is almost possible..especially in love thingy.but i'll support them:)..anyway,the movie was mind-blowingly amazing.some scenes were hilarious and delivered with remarkable acting skills..:)..sweet..they as in the characters of gossip girls faces problems and obstacles that almost ended their friendship..but true friends stay..thus,they always reconcile after their dramatic fight..they did not stand a grudges on each other but instead demonstrated a love and concern that rivaled anything that goes through their friendship..in short,they always stand out for each other..like what the narrator said in part of the scenes ''who needs an armies when u have this kind of friends''..so true.me myself have a few true friends that always back me up no matter what happens..thank you guys..you know who you are..anyway..for those who never even heard bout gossip girls before,you should probably check it out..it is an outstanding show that portrays lives that filled with hatred,love,sex, and jealousy..and of course..all good looking and sexy casts..:).. what else do u need..:).. heroes and prison break are also shows that u should never miss:) no doubt..they're as cool as gossip girls..it helps me to see how the western cultures work and of course..it definitely improves my command of english..
Alright..i guerss that will be the end of my second blog till i see u again..bye dearest blog..i am pretty wrecked right now after a few sleepless nights..i guess i'm getting used to sleep at almost 7am in the morning everyday..that's a very bad habit and i'd like to change..i'm starting to avoid evening naps and sleeps before 3 nowadays..hopefully it works..i guess i'll just crawl straight into my bed after i'm done with this post..and i'll be unconcious as soon as i slip between the sheets..
ZZZZZZZZZZZ.....ZZZZ...ZZZ.ZZ.

There is always a first time for everything.

Well.. this is basically the first time i try with this blogging thingy..i dont know where does this crazy decision of starting blogging coming from...:) well..guess i'm just too bored of sitting at home for 5 weeks..final exam just ended last week(a week before C.N.Y)..i dont want to mention about it anymore but i know i screwed it up..what what to do..i can only blame myself for not trying..:).. life goes on..i promise myself that i'll be more hardworking in upcoming semester:)..yea..i know i can do it:)..back again..my holidays are 5 weeks.not 5 days..what am i going to do with it?..gosh..online?..this is basically what i do everyday..hang out with friends?..hmm..soon i'll get bored with it too..oh ya..i just realised that i've actually have not been going out with friends since november..that is so not me:)..just stay at home everyday..and i love my family :) ..guess i've become more family man..haha..a few friends of mine called me last few days..but i was never with my handphone..left it in room:)..so never managed to answer their call..but of course.i still had a shred of morality left in me somewhere..i called back to every single one of them..except for one..she is TREX..to GRACE...i'm really sorry bout that...i felt asleep when u called me..and when i woke up..i forgot to call u back..but anyway the next time we go out,the treat is on me ok?:)..but dont choose steak ya..cause it'll be over my budget..lol.kung fu bihun?..maybe..hehe.. well..whatelse i want to say..?..oh ya..today i'm supposed to go out with friends...but something's up...so we delayed it to tomorrow..CHARLENE..dont ppk me tomorrow ya..to SOO YEANG and CHENG YIH..i'm sorry i cant make it just now?:P..KAREN and LAY YAN..make sure u'll be going too:P..i've lock myself up in my home long enough..have to get back to the societies :) ..if not i'll be rotting and going to be an eccentric soon.. :) i think that will be all for my first post :)..cause i dont know whatelse to write..and i'm going to watch prison break..hmmm..nice showw...:)... so bye my blog..i shall see you again afterwards maybe?..or when i gets bored..alright..bye..oh ya..i'm sorry..my first post is quite messy and unorganized huh?..will try to make it more neat and tidy for the second post:)