Realistic Life..

I'm back again..what does this shows?..this means that i'm bored again..while others filling their time to update their blogs by sharing their thoughts,opinions and ideas with their friends and family,i'm just writing it to kill my time.lame huh?..yaya..
Anyway..i'll start this post by mentining a dream of mine..who doesnt have a dream?..mine is just a typical one like most of the people..it is very materialistic of me of wishing to be a rich guy..but in this realistic world,ones' cannot survive without loads of money in hands..wars happening around the world,love ones being killed,and who's the survivor?..the rich ones..agree?.i have a lot of favourable destination to be headed,but the only thing that kept me from going was nevertheless my financial concerns..i came from not-so-rich family background,so i have to be always wise in my expenses.i've always think twice before i purchase some goods..i love travelling a lots..love to explore different kind of places and cultures..but without money,i cannot take another step.my dreams lie broken me like a shards of glass..i have no more dreams left to hold on to..it sounds bleak and melodramatic,even hollow which makes all that even more pathetic..yet..that's where i'm at...where do you go when u have no more dreams left to follow?..well for me,i find hopes!..i might lost my dreams..but not my hopes..hopes always appear whenever i needed them.look deep into my mind,and i always find them..by then i'll find my dreams again..ya it's true..don't simply give up whenever you face any obstacles in your life...it is very important to always show the unbridled joys and enthusiasm in our attitudes of doing something ..besides,unconditional and redeeming loves from our family members are the most essential elements we needed to be successful!..without their loves,what are we?..we'll became 666(satan). :) .alright i think i'm started to nagging like an old grandma bout lifes thingy here..i shall adjourned to other topic now..
Well...i surfed net just now...and i suddenly thought about the american series gossip girls..so i googled more about them..and i was surprised by the news that SERENA(BLAKE LIVELY) and DANIEL HUMPHREY(PENN BADGLEY) are actually real life and on screen couple.they're sweet and hot couple..thats undeniable.but i just never thought they'd be together in real life..this shows eevrything is almost possible..especially in love thingy.but i'll support them:)..anyway,the movie was mind-blowingly amazing.some scenes were hilarious and delivered with remarkable acting skills..:)..sweet..they as in the characters of gossip girls faces problems and obstacles that almost ended their friendship..but true friends stay..thus,they always reconcile after their dramatic fight..they did not stand a grudges on each other but instead demonstrated a love and concern that rivaled anything that goes through their friendship..in short,they always stand out for each other..like what the narrator said in part of the scenes ''who needs an armies when u have this kind of friends''..so true.me myself have a few true friends that always back me up no matter what happens..thank you guys..you know who you are..anyway..for those who never even heard bout gossip girls before,you should probably check it out..it is an outstanding show that portrays lives that filled with hatred,love,sex, and jealousy..and of course..all good looking and sexy casts..:).. what else do u need..:).. heroes and prison break are also shows that u should never miss:) no doubt..they're as cool as gossip girls..it helps me to see how the western cultures work and of course..it definitely improves my command of english..
Alright..i guerss that will be the end of my second blog till i see u again..bye dearest blog..i am pretty wrecked right now after a few sleepless nights..i guess i'm getting used to sleep at almost 7am in the morning everyday..that's a very bad habit and i'd like to change..i'm starting to avoid evening naps and sleeps before 3 nowadays..hopefully it works..i guess i'll just crawl straight into my bed after i'm done with this post..and i'll be unconcious as soon as i slip between the sheets..
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